We walk away to see who follows. ): ): ):
i wanted to post more photos but cannot (sorry hakeem)
rahh
okay during this whole period of unintended hiatus-----
phantom, tried duckweb :p (it's quite nice) , j1exco-interviews, tues adventure of ben&jerry's, secret playground opp school, supported hockey and softball (my firsts!), contact training, sent my sis off (newyork), 200poundsbeauty :p, etcetc..
it gets tiring to bounce back everytime someone hits you off the ground doesnt it?
i want to be able to go to starbucks for breakfast one morning. over a cup of hot chocolate and a storybook,, plus a nice convo. that day we had starbucks breakfast at the airport and the muffins and cakes and pastries looked super good in that lighting.
can someone please cheer me up? ):
im so irritated with N. im so gonna go to N and ask for a replacement AGAIN. they are so b inefficient. it's getting quite irritating to be stuck with a phone that cannot close ok.
i wanted you to fight for me. I wanted you to say that there was no one else that you could ever be with and that you wanted to be with me.
maybe it's not good enough,, but i gave you everything i could.
i'd be okay if i knew it's what you really wanted. but now i know.
and i know im not good enough either.
right.
ill be fine this week. i hope.
byebabies.
ALL MY LIFE <3;
